




Desire Lines is a hybrid feature film that blends personal interviews, archival materials, and narrative fiction as a framework for exploring the complicated and often unwritten history of transmasculine sexuality. Testimonials from transgender men both past and present dissect how cultural expectations, political agendas, and gatekeeping practices shape the locus of desire.
The fictional story centers on Ahmad, an Iranian expat who arrived in the US at the onset of the AIDS crisis. Now in his 60s, concealing his trans identity for decades has meant distancing himself from intimacy. Ahmad comes to the LGBTQ archives of Chicago to explore his latent homosexuality and engage in fantasy to reimagine his life as an out, gay trans man.
He is assisted by Kieran, a twenty-something nonbinary archivist who is immersed in queer culture and trans community. An intergenerational friendship takes hold as Kieran realizes they are in the presence of a trans elder in need of guidance. Though they come from radically different cultures, Ahmad and Kieran’s bond is strengthened by a shared fascination with Lou Sullivan, a gay transgender AIDS activist. Ahmad sees himself in Lou, although his story is a sobering reminder of the cost of living as openly gay and trans.
Ahmad’s research blends fact with fiction, often diving into fantasy sequences that re-imagine the gay bathhouses of the 70s and 80s through a transmasculine lens. As his curiosity evolves, Ahmad’s insecurities begin to fall away. He’s fascinated when Kieran shares their experiences in the modern-day bathhouses of Chicago, though he initially lacks compassion when Kieran confesses to an STD scare. As the archive closes due to the onset of the Coronavirus pandemic, Ahmad makes a final attempt at reconciliation with Kieran, ending on the promise of a blossoming friendship before transitioning into a final fantasy sequence at a traditional Persian bathhouse filled with queer and trans patrons. At last, Ahmad can finally feel desired for who he is.
Their story is punctuated throughout by intimate interviews with trans-identified men about their varied experiences with gay male cruising culture, affirming interactions in a bathhouse, or lack of adequate healthcare for masculine-of center folks. These brutally honest exchanges bring to light the untold history of a group of people who have been doubly marginalized by straight and gay communities alike.
The film pivots between fantasy, fiction, and fact using the letters and interviews of Lou Sullivan as the historical core. Interspersed throughout are clips of the heart-wrenching final interviews between psychiatrist Dr. Ira Pauly and Lou in his final days before succumbing to AIDS. Alongside the contemporary oral histories from a diverse group of transmen across the US, participants candidly discuss the evolution of their desires and illuminate their struggles with gender (non)conformity, fetishization, transphobia, safer sex, and sexual racism.
Ultimately, Desire Lines is a tender love letter to the gay transmasculine community and the legacy that Lou Sullivan, and many unnamed others like him, left behind.
Official Selection at the 2024 Sundance Film Festival and NEXT Special Jury Award
"Desire Lines is both frank and necessary in content and fresh and challenging in form. Students of gender and sexuality studies will welcome the film’s focus on transmasculine identity and desire. As in his previous, extraordinary work, Rosskam respects the complexity of his interview subjects and his audiences. Lou Sullivan’s remarkable story is given its due alongside the collaboratively created fictional story of a visitor to the archives, which is mysteriously connected to the bathhouse. Essential film for teaching transgender issues and documentary form alike." - Patricia White, Centennial Chair, Professor of Film and Media Studies, Coordinator of Gender and Sexuality Studies, Swarthmore College
"Desire Lines, indeed, charts many paths through queer, trans, and feminist history and connection. While each strand is beautiful and provocative in its intricate braid, most notable is the film’s critical intervention in the history of AIDS cultural production and education. Jules Rosscams’ careful attention to the experience of trans masculine subjects’ experiences—contemporary, historical, scripted and documentary—of pleasure, risk, medical care, and societal awareness in light of the possible transmission of HIV for this community. Harkening back to media made in the early chapters of the AIDS pandemic, Desire Lines provides education and challenges assumptions about what sexual practices put trans men at risk while honoring and representing their multiple flights of desire." -Alexandra Juhasz, Distinguished Professor of Film, CUNY, and author, with Ted Kerr of We are Having this COnversation Now: The TImes of AIDS Cultural Production (Duke University Press, 2022)
Jules Rosskam is an internationally award-winning filmmaker, educator and 2021 Creative Capital Awardee. His most recent feature documentary, Paternal Rites (2018), premiered at MoMA’s Doc Fortnight and went on to win several festival awards. His work has been screened at the Museum of Modern Art, the Museum of Fine Art Boston, the British Film Institute, Arsenal Berlin, Anthology Film Archives, Hallwalls Contemporary Art Center, the Queens Museum of Art, the Museum of Moving Images, and hundreds of film festivals worldwide. He has participated in residencies at Yaddo, ISSUE Project Room, Marble House, PLAYA and ACRE.
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